&the greying vision

Wednesday, April 25, 2007 11:35 PM

had a short day today.
nothing much thou.
school from 4 to 6pm.
and this is for every week of my wed.
how crap can that be man!

went for the cca "open house"
and sign my name for quite a number of cca.
for example, the band, the samba, dragon boat, and i forgotten.
haha.
and i think signing up for student union also.
haha.
cos i think student union is quite fun.
and i planning to have two cca on my hands.
a sports one and a student union.
haha.
but i guess i'm having doubts.
cos randy said, it's hard to handle both in year two.
and i'm planning to work to pay for my notebook.
wat the hell la.
i'm like super pissed off with my family over the money issue.
but i'm like not gonna blog it here, of cos.

after school, rushed down clementi to meet joseph and meichan.
sat down a while chatting.
den me and jo head over to holland to meet up with joling and feli.
and randy came over afterwhich.
had my eat-very-little-when-i-am-very-hungry dinner.
haha.
and i left almost half of the plate of my food there.
haha.
and THEY ARE NOW AT THE FUCKING MACS WITHOUT ME.!
hate my sister sia.
i really wanna join them there la.
their company is really fun!
each and every time they can make you laugh off you ass one lo.!
haha.
and those chatting sessions with them are memorable!

i'm seriously doubting myself am i really into htm.
it wasn't as fabulous as i thot.
maybe it wasn't the hotel management i wanted.
i've always wanted to study in some hotel menagement courses.
but is Hospitality and Tourism Management is the one i wanted.
or is this the a thing solely bout tourism.
i love those people working in hotels
ad not those people who are working in the travel agency.
and i'm starting to question myself with queries like,
"Have I choosen the correct course?"
"Is this what i wanna do in the future when i'm out for work?"
i actually start questioning myself where i always thought that Tourism is my passion.
Is tourism my passion?
is it true?
these are coming through my mind.
and i seriously don't like this feeling.
it simply seems that i'm impossible to make it thru this course.
until now, i'm still regreting i couldn't enter any of the media "management" courses.
maybe that would interest me more than what tourism interest me.
but to think on the positive side, in the future, the course might be more interesting.
i wouldn't know.
i'm totally drained.

and i hate to be suffering from the agony i'm in.
IT TOTALLY SUCKS!

and i realize my timetable sucks totally!
SUCKS TOTALLY!
and i still haven got a chance to see dixie, samantha, and dingling in school.
and i saw rachel!
and it's nice meeting her there again! =)
oh btw rachel and sam are my primary school very good friends.
but lost contact for very long le.
haha.

loves,
`cindy

and i love this picture.
credits to KAIXIN.

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